Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Where have all the flowers gone?

It is now April 1st the day of hahaha, fooled you.

I am finding no joy in this day nor have I found much since Nov. 6th.  I'm depressed 90 percent of the time with no one to talk to.  People just get uncomfortable talking with the grieving, crying widows.  So I sit in silence and have random bursts of deep depression and sobbing.

The only thing keeping me here is our daughter.  Without her, I would be gone.  I'm trying desperately to go day to day.

T