I am however starting to calm down a little bit....mentos and I am sure the help of ativan assisted in doing that for now. In between the sleeping through it, rocking like a lunatic in a straight jacket taking prisoner against her WILL and constant tapping of feed together I'm doing fairly o.k. depending on what subject you should bring up to me as this week has some serious heavy duties choices to make which make me very depressed and angry. Mentos Babaganoush Mentos Mentos Mentos Mentos.....
I shall buy stock in Mentos me thinks till of course the foul resurrection of taste buds comes creeping into the night at which time I will no longer be able to eat anything as everything tastes like you have poured 500 tons of salt or pepper on it. I will most likely be living on instant GMO's and salad with no dressing. Mentos
So, now that I have calmed down for a second or two I shall share with you the very SURREAL kinda WONKY world of my hypnosis. Damn, I am feeling like I am going to say something smart and witty and I don't smoke Babaganoush pass the mento.
We shall call my hypnotist the Hatter, only because I adore him and we go down into the trenches etc. etc.and I believe in anonymity unless said forthwith person should choose to become known in his true name, so not my choice. Then my paranoid side says, Hey wait a minute....Government mind control uses images of Alice in 'Wonderland and the Wizard of Oz to get control of you so I am on high alert now. Yes, I have an obvious paranoid side...ask anyone who truly knows me unless it is a family member than I will deny the fact.
O.K. back to point. This hypnosis stuff is strangely familiar, a bit silly in parts but a very real state of consciousness. It is when one gets to the silly stuff that my analytical mind starts turning on and analysing the process of what is going on. I know I'm out but I also know that my eyes are open and I am aware of what is being asked of me and kind of go along for the ride so to speak. Then out I go again. Now I'm not going to give you absolute specifics as to what happens that takes away the fun of doing it for yourself...and you know you want to try this for yourself. At least you do if your truly serious about making a change/transformation. I WAS STUCK IN A RUT DRAGGING MY BUTT... sorry for that outburst. My lovely daughter is making me mashed GMO's to eat...sometimes she actually wuvs me...sometimes.
MENTOS.....So part of the process included meeting your higher self/guide and meeting your angels/spirit guides and getting messages in trance state. I had an idea of who would come through though....so I shall share the messages that came through for me to write down and keep....
Up first:
My higher selfs agreement:
I will go weightless every time life, anxiety, despair try to take over your life. We will be weightless. WEIGHTLESS...
Now my higher self/guide Ms. Carthwrite and Nyla...
Their message to me:
Child....don't you know Nyla and I are always here to support and love you? You are never without us. Stop punishing yourself Darling. No need for it. Perfect just the way you are.
You have lots to share child, lots of love but you need to Trust. Don't need no fear with Nyla walking next to you. Relax and Breathe.
You is loved always and forever and you can do anything you set your mind to. Just get out cha own way. you are special, now know it, feel it, live it.
Nyla and I love you Always,
Ms. Cartwright.
The final message was from spirit guides and I'm like super tired so here goes quick.
We will always be with you. Al you need do is ask. You have a hard time asking for help, this we know but we will never deny you. We are here to bring to you your highest good.
TRUST.
We love you and your spirit this is why we choose you. Your light is bright let it shine.
O.K., now if the crazy shadow people would stop walking past me....I shall sleep now....
Yeah.
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